| Location | Redcar |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Other Disease |
| Date of Birth | 16/01/2004 |
| Date of Death | 16/01/2004 |
| Visitors | 9,332 since 02/03/2007 |
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MY FAMILY MISS ME VERY VERY MUCH, THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR CONTINUED SUPPORT AND KEEPING CHARLIES
MEMORY ALIVE. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
WE were surprised to hear that mummy was pregnant, we went for scan to be told things werent good,
mummy feels sad everyday to think that painkillers she took once having a tooth out could have done
this to you without me even knowing you were a precious little bundle in mummys tummy,was horrible
to hear that you had no fluid to protect you and you had abnormal kidneys and heart, at the time
it was like ripping my heart out. mummy was given the option to carry you to term and give birth to
you for you to pass away during birth or end your suffering when i did it ,was the hardest decision
your daddy and i have ever had to make. Mummy was asked to take a tablet to let you go gently, i had
to go home for 2 days knowing it was all to end it was an awful feeling darling, on the day i had to
go into the hospital to have you darling i have never cryed as much in my life as i did on that day.
they induced mummy to help you on your way i couldnt do it baby i was crying to much then after a
few hours you were born, it was the worst moment of my life, they took you away as i wasnt ready to
see you then after an couple of hours they brought you back in a beautiful little basket with a
lovely brown teddy i cryed for you darling i couldnt believe how small but perfect you looked, they
then took you away to do a postmortam as mummy and daddy wanted to know what caused your
abnormalitys, i am sorry we put you throught that but mummy needed to know to settle her mind.
when the results came back they were 99% sure that it was the tablets mummy took when she got her
wisdom tooth out that caused your problems i fell apart inside knowing that it was because of me! I
AM SO SORRY BABY I LOVE YOU i would never have done it if i knew you were in my tummy. at least you
werent to suffer and god looked down on mummy and daddy and 6 weeks after losing you darling we
were blessed to hear the news that your baby brother kyle was sent to ease our pain, that pregnancy
was full of problems too as they were keeping a close eye on baby to make sure he was ok , then
things started going wrong for kyle , he made it here safely but just darling why does these things
happen to people like mummy i look after myself and my babies while im pregnant and still things go
wrong.
On the the 24th of january we held your funeral, it was snowing heavy that day, there were only a
few of mummys closest friends there plus mummy and daddy we had to wade through the thick snow to
your special plot at the cemetary, you were carried out of the funeral car by daddys friend ian as
daddy was ever so upset and we knew he would take good care of you, you have a beautiful white
coffin with lovely gold candles and a plate on the top with your name and date of birth i also
placed with you a beautiful necklace that mummy bought for you to take to your special place your
brown teddy that was given to you by maureen the bereavement councellor went with you too. When you
were gently lowered into the ground mummy lay a red rose on top of your coffin and to be honest
darling everything after that went in a blur as mummy and daddy were knelling in the snow by your
coffin in pieces!
we then went home then mummy went to bed cryed for hours waiting for the rest of that day to end .
we wanted you to go to heaven in the best way we could send you i hope we done you proud xxxxxx
but i have seen the sunnier side of life now as the pregnancy and birth of aidan was perfect it is
about time it was like that for mummy, i bet it is because you and your angel friends were looking
out for us!now 3 years on it still hurts.conner always asks what happened to his baby and kyle and
baby aidan will grow up to know about you too, you will always be my second born special gift and we
will never ever goe through a day without thinking of you . goodnight sweetheart mummy and daddy
always carry you with them xx
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_______________Merry Christmas
______________And Also, A Happy
_____________New Year To You For
____________2009... I Hope The New
___________Year Brings You Loads Of
__________Happiness And Lots Of Fun.
_________I Hope You Have A Nice Day On
________Christmas Day, Filled With Lots Of
_______Angel Time.......And Of Course Eating
______Lots Of Nice Foods, And Candies. I Hope
_____That Santa Is Good To You As Well And He
___Brings You Loads Of Presents On Christmas Day
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sending you lots of love and hugs for christmas xxxxxxx
There is a place in every heart
they call it memory lane
where thoughts of loved ones lost
forever will remain
God made this special place
when he first created man
for he knew it would be needed
as part of our lifes plan
He knew when loved ones left us
we'd need some time to heal
to come to terms with sorrow
and the loneliness we'd feel
So when you lose a loved one
and your life is filled with pain
the comfort of their presence
will be found in Memory Lane
LOVE MARIA XXX
THIS TRIBUTE IS FOR FRIDAY BUSY DAY FOR ME
Have A Good Weekend Everyone
If I Knew
If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.
If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.
If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.
If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.
For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.
There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance to say
our "Anything I can do?"
But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.
So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,
That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear
Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
Precious one,
So small,
So sweet
Dancing in
on angel feet
Straight from Heaven's
brightest star
What a miracle
you are!
God's Masterpiece
From graceful lilies pure and white,
God fashioned lovely skin,
Forgetmenots he chose for eyes,
Then formed your baby chin.
He took a tulip bright and red --
'Twas one that did not fade;
A softer, sweeter little mouth
Before was never made.
Another flower next He used --
A rosebud, pink and fair;
Touched it to your dimpled cheeks
And bade it blossom there.
Then with His magic fingers picked
Two morning glories white;
Curled and shaped your little ears,
Soon they were fastened tight.
That crowning bit of golden down
Will soon become your hair;
He gathered pollen from the flowers,
And sprinkled it with care.
For dainty little fingers dear
And precious, tiny toes,
He used slender daisy frills;
A snowdrop made your nose.
This world and all within it
He created here for man;
But Baby was "God's Masterpiece"
Since time and life began!
Have A Good Weekend Everyone
This Tribute Is For Friday Got Busy Day Tomorrow
Right now I'm in a different place
And though we seem apart
I'm closer than I ever was
... I'm there inside your heart
I'm with you when you greet each day
And while the sun shines bright
I'm there to share the sunsets, too
... I'm with you every night
I'm with you when the times are good
To share a laugh or two,
And if a tear should start to fall
... I'll still be there for you
And when that day arrives
That we no longer are apart,
I'll smile and hold you close to me
... Forever
If Roses grow in Heaven,
Lord please pick a bunch for me
Place them in my Loved One’s arms
And tell them they're from me
Tell them I love and miss them
And when they turns to smile
Place a kiss upon their cheeks
And hold them for awhile
Because remembering them is easy,
I do it every day
But there's an ache within my heart
Because I am missing them today...
Although death has separated us physically,
Faith and love have bound us eternally.
Though we cannot see you,
We know you are here.
Though we cannot touch you,
We feel the warmth of your smile,
As we begin a new chapter in our lives.
Today we pause to reflect upon
Those who have shaped our character,
Molded our spirits and touched our hearts.
May the lighting of this tribute be a
Reminder of the memories we have shared,
A representation of the everlasting
Impact you have made upon our lives.
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
Thursday
For Friday
little angel
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from me to you wiv love xx
A little hug from me to you,
To make you smile
when you feel blue,
To make you happy
when your sad,
To let you know
life aint so bad.
Now ive given a hug to you,
Somehow I feel much better too
Hugs are better when theyre shared
So pass one on to show you care.
LUV MARIA XXX
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Bless you
I carried you so lovingly,
within my gentle womb...
and little did I realize,
your life would end too soon.
The grief is indescribable,
to lose a child this way...
all the many hopes and dreams,
just vanished on that day.
I know I'll see the sun shine bright
upon my baby's face...
when I finally get to heaven,
all my pain will be erased.
We'll soar the skies together,
as angels two by two...
we'll have a sweet reunion;
a mother's dream come true.
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