| Location | Redcar |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Other Disease |
| Date of Birth | 16/01/2004 |
| Date of Death | 16/01/2004 |
| Visitors | 9,330 since 02/03/2007 |
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MY FAMILY MISS ME VERY VERY MUCH, THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR CONTINUED SUPPORT AND KEEPING CHARLIES
MEMORY ALIVE. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
WE were surprised to hear that mummy was pregnant, we went for scan to be told things werent good,
mummy feels sad everyday to think that painkillers she took once having a tooth out could have done
this to you without me even knowing you were a precious little bundle in mummys tummy,was horrible
to hear that you had no fluid to protect you and you had abnormal kidneys and heart, at the time
it was like ripping my heart out. mummy was given the option to carry you to term and give birth to
you for you to pass away during birth or end your suffering when i did it ,was the hardest decision
your daddy and i have ever had to make. Mummy was asked to take a tablet to let you go gently, i had
to go home for 2 days knowing it was all to end it was an awful feeling darling, on the day i had to
go into the hospital to have you darling i have never cryed as much in my life as i did on that day.
they induced mummy to help you on your way i couldnt do it baby i was crying to much then after a
few hours you were born, it was the worst moment of my life, they took you away as i wasnt ready to
see you then after an couple of hours they brought you back in a beautiful little basket with a
lovely brown teddy i cryed for you darling i couldnt believe how small but perfect you looked, they
then took you away to do a postmortam as mummy and daddy wanted to know what caused your
abnormalitys, i am sorry we put you throught that but mummy needed to know to settle her mind.
when the results came back they were 99% sure that it was the tablets mummy took when she got her
wisdom tooth out that caused your problems i fell apart inside knowing that it was because of me! I
AM SO SORRY BABY I LOVE YOU i would never have done it if i knew you were in my tummy. at least you
werent to suffer and god looked down on mummy and daddy and 6 weeks after losing you darling we
were blessed to hear the news that your baby brother kyle was sent to ease our pain, that pregnancy
was full of problems too as they were keeping a close eye on baby to make sure he was ok , then
things started going wrong for kyle , he made it here safely but just darling why does these things
happen to people like mummy i look after myself and my babies while im pregnant and still things go
wrong.
On the the 24th of january we held your funeral, it was snowing heavy that day, there were only a
few of mummys closest friends there plus mummy and daddy we had to wade through the thick snow to
your special plot at the cemetary, you were carried out of the funeral car by daddys friend ian as
daddy was ever so upset and we knew he would take good care of you, you have a beautiful white
coffin with lovely gold candles and a plate on the top with your name and date of birth i also
placed with you a beautiful necklace that mummy bought for you to take to your special place your
brown teddy that was given to you by maureen the bereavement councellor went with you too. When you
were gently lowered into the ground mummy lay a red rose on top of your coffin and to be honest
darling everything after that went in a blur as mummy and daddy were knelling in the snow by your
coffin in pieces!
we then went home then mummy went to bed cryed for hours waiting for the rest of that day to end .
we wanted you to go to heaven in the best way we could send you i hope we done you proud xxxxxx
but i have seen the sunnier side of life now as the pregnancy and birth of aidan was perfect it is
about time it was like that for mummy, i bet it is because you and your angel friends were looking
out for us!now 3 years on it still hurts.conner always asks what happened to his baby and kyle and
baby aidan will grow up to know about you too, you will always be my second born special gift and we
will never ever goe through a day without thinking of you . goodnight sweetheart mummy and daddy
always carry you with them xx
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When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you.
And each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name
And took me by the hand.
If we could bring you back again,
For one more hour or day,
We’d express all our unspoken love;
We’d have countless things to say.
If we could bring you back again,
We’d say we treasured you,
And that your presence in our lives
Meant more than we ever knew.
If we could bring you back again,
To tell you what we should,
You’d know how much we miss you now,
And if we could, we would.
Our memories build a special bridge
When loved ones have to part.
To help us feel we're with them still
And soothe a grieving heart.
Our memories span the years we shared,
Preserving ties that bind.
They build a special bridge of love
And bring us peace of mind.
As New Year approaches
It seems harder this time of year
We miss you so much more
The only thing that gets us through
Are the memories of before
So here's a card just for you
To show how much we care
I know your waiting with the angels
One day I'll see you there.
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
I would like to thank everyone for all the candles, tributes gifts and kind words they have left on Christopher’s website I appreciate every single one.
I would also like to wish you all A Happy New Year & my best wishes for 2009.
Angela X
New Years Day
May the wings of the butterfly
kiss the sun
And find your shoulder
to light on
To bring you luck
happiness and riches
Today, tomorrow and beyond.
Wishing you,your angels and all your loved ones a very happy new year.May it be everything your hopeing for.
My love and thanks for all your support, Jude.xxxxxxxxxxx
FOR A SPECIAL FRIEND
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Words, however kind,
can't mend your heartache:
but those who care and
share your loss wish you
comfort and peace of mind.
May you find strength
in the love of family
and in the warm embrace
of friends.god bless love margo x
Recipe for Christmas All Year Long
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Take a heap of child-like wonder
That opens up our eyes
To the unexpected gifts in life—
Each day a sweet surprise.
Mix in fond appreciation
For the people whom we know;
Like festive Christmas candles,
Each one has a special glow.
Add some giggles and some laughter,
A dash of Christmas food,
(Amazing how a piece of pie
Improves our attitude!)
Stir it all with human kindness;
Wrap it up in love and peace,
Decorate with optimism, and
Our joy will never cease.
If we use this healthy recipe,
We know we will remember
To be in the Christmas spirit,
Even when it's not December.
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As Christmas time approaches
We miss you more and more
Memories of past Yule times
We always will adore
We still hang the decorations
Put the lights upon the tree
We hang the cards upon the wall
This one's for you, you see
Even though you are not here
You're always in our hearts
So we remember you this Christmas
While we're temporarily apart.
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I've set your place at the table
Your presents wrapped under the tree
Christmas carols playing
But you're not here with me
It seems harder this time of year
I miss you so much more
The only thing that gets me through
Are the memories of before
So here's a card just for you
To show how much I care
I know your waiting with the angels
One day I'll see you there.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
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My Thoughts will be with you tomorrow on this difficult day without our loved ones
Love Always Elaine xXx
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MERRY CHRISTMAS ANGEL ~X~
for you charlie x
love gemma xxxxxxxxx
please dont blame yourself please
i cryed my eyes out when i read your memorial please done blame your self you didnt know you was pregnant , you would never of put your baby at risk if you had know charlie was there x x ive had repeated miscarriges our last was 4th oct 08 and ive just found that im a few wks preg im terrifide!!! we had a post mortum for our angel baby charlie too but we havent had no results bk yet not even from the tests me and my partner had and they say they cant fast track them either!!!! they r so help full. my partner knows how hard it must of been and still is for you as he lost hes son at birth through hospital neg!!!! i attended thomas's funeral as he wasnt with thomas's mommy as they seperated before she found out she was preg but he was still there for her all the way well as much as she would allow anyway. thomas's funeral was lovely but the memories and pain never go away, i had to grab my partner from falling on top of the casket as thomas was lowered it truely was the worst hardest day of our lives i know thomas wasnt my child but i tell you that dnt stop the pain nor the love x x x we r here if you ever want to chat x x x
HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND EVERYONE
THIS TRIBUTE IS FOR FRIDAY (BUSY DAY FOR ME)
Our Lives changed, the very moment you passed away.
We couldn't stop it; there was nothing we could say.
You've touched our lives so deeply to a point you will never know,
We try to think about you when we are feeling down and low.
Sometimes when our day gets hard we will think about your beautiful smile
And if we listen hard enough we will hear your voice after a while.
It's you who give us a reason to go on with our day,
And now if we want to see you we'll bow our heads and pray.
We catch ourselves looking for you still, in the halls and at the front door,
But when we call your name there is no reply any more!
We never thought a day would come where we would be apart,
God has you in his keepings, we have you in our hearts.
Life will go on, but never will be the same,
Your beautiful smile is gone, but it will always remain.
You're our angel from up above.
You'll always be missed, but most importantly... loved.
Just one more minute, God, is all we ask- why can't you give them back;
It seems like such a simple task. We guess people are right when they say God only takes the best,
We know enough now that you're peacefully at rest.
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You can shed tears that they are gone,
Or you can smile because they lived,
You can close your eyes and pray that they will come back,
Or you can open your eyes and see all that they have left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see them
Or you can be full of the love that you shared,
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember them and only that they are gone
Or you can cherish the memory and let it live on,
You can cry and close your mind be empty and turn your back,
Or you can do what they would want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on.
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I'm writing this from heaven, where I dwell with God above.
Where there's no more tears or sadness, there's just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy because I am out of sight
Remember that I am with you every morning, noon and night.
And I will stay beside you, every day, week and year
And when you're sad I'll still be there to wipe away your tears.
When you think of my life on earth and all those living years
Because your only human their bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry it does relieve the pain
Remember there wouldn't be flowers unless we first had rain.
I wish I could tell you of all that God has planned
But even if I were able to, you wouldn't understand.
When your going down the street and you've got me on your mind
I'm walking in your footsteps and only half a step behind.
And if you feel a gentle breeze or wind upon your face
Remember it's only me with a loving and soft embrace.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)
Thursday
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*♥* MERRY CHRISTMAS ANGEL IN HEAVEN *♥*
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Thinking of you. Love & hugs xxxxx
SENDING LOTS OF LOVE TO U XXX
♥♥SNOWMAN KISSES♥♥
♥Snowflakes from Heaven as white as can be!♥
♥Can build a Snowman for!♥
♥all to see!♥
♥He's cute and cuddly and full of good wishes!♥
♥And wants to give you a bunch of his kisses!♥
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