| Location | Redcar |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Other Disease |
| Date of Birth | 16/01/2004 |
| Date of Death | 16/01/2004 |
| Visitors | 9,331 since 02/03/2007 |
| Creator |
MY FAMILY MISS ME VERY VERY MUCH, THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR CONTINUED SUPPORT AND KEEPING CHARLIES
MEMORY ALIVE. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
WE were surprised to hear that mummy was pregnant, we went for scan to be told things werent good,
mummy feels sad everyday to think that painkillers she took once having a tooth out could have done
this to you without me even knowing you were a precious little bundle in mummys tummy,was horrible
to hear that you had no fluid to protect you and you had abnormal kidneys and heart, at the time
it was like ripping my heart out. mummy was given the option to carry you to term and give birth to
you for you to pass away during birth or end your suffering when i did it ,was the hardest decision
your daddy and i have ever had to make. Mummy was asked to take a tablet to let you go gently, i had
to go home for 2 days knowing it was all to end it was an awful feeling darling, on the day i had to
go into the hospital to have you darling i have never cryed as much in my life as i did on that day.
they induced mummy to help you on your way i couldnt do it baby i was crying to much then after a
few hours you were born, it was the worst moment of my life, they took you away as i wasnt ready to
see you then after an couple of hours they brought you back in a beautiful little basket with a
lovely brown teddy i cryed for you darling i couldnt believe how small but perfect you looked, they
then took you away to do a postmortam as mummy and daddy wanted to know what caused your
abnormalitys, i am sorry we put you throught that but mummy needed to know to settle her mind.
when the results came back they were 99% sure that it was the tablets mummy took when she got her
wisdom tooth out that caused your problems i fell apart inside knowing that it was because of me! I
AM SO SORRY BABY I LOVE YOU i would never have done it if i knew you were in my tummy. at least you
werent to suffer and god looked down on mummy and daddy and 6 weeks after losing you darling we
were blessed to hear the news that your baby brother kyle was sent to ease our pain, that pregnancy
was full of problems too as they were keeping a close eye on baby to make sure he was ok , then
things started going wrong for kyle , he made it here safely but just darling why does these things
happen to people like mummy i look after myself and my babies while im pregnant and still things go
wrong.
On the the 24th of january we held your funeral, it was snowing heavy that day, there were only a
few of mummys closest friends there plus mummy and daddy we had to wade through the thick snow to
your special plot at the cemetary, you were carried out of the funeral car by daddys friend ian as
daddy was ever so upset and we knew he would take good care of you, you have a beautiful white
coffin with lovely gold candles and a plate on the top with your name and date of birth i also
placed with you a beautiful necklace that mummy bought for you to take to your special place your
brown teddy that was given to you by maureen the bereavement councellor went with you too. When you
were gently lowered into the ground mummy lay a red rose on top of your coffin and to be honest
darling everything after that went in a blur as mummy and daddy were knelling in the snow by your
coffin in pieces!
we then went home then mummy went to bed cryed for hours waiting for the rest of that day to end .
we wanted you to go to heaven in the best way we could send you i hope we done you proud xxxxxx
but i have seen the sunnier side of life now as the pregnancy and birth of aidan was perfect it is
about time it was like that for mummy, i bet it is because you and your angel friends were looking
out for us!now 3 years on it still hurts.conner always asks what happened to his baby and kyle and
baby aidan will grow up to know about you too, you will always be my second born special gift and we
will never ever goe through a day without thinking of you . goodnight sweetheart mummy and daddy
always carry you with them xx
For your birthday
We think about you always,
we talk about you still,
you have never been forgotten,
and you never will.
We hold you close within our hearts,
and there you will remain,
to walk with us throughout our lives
until we meet again.
- Author Unknown -
Birthdays in Heaven
Birthdays in heaven are a wonderful site
Where generations of family once again unite.
Nothing on earth can ever compare to the sounds of the angels singing 'Happy Birthday'
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We gather together with our family and friends
And circle the world with love once again.
We know that you miss us and we want you to know that birthdays up here are not much different than below.
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For we have cake with candles and one wish we always make that your heart will know love and will never again ache.
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So tonight go outside and count the stars in the sky
for as I blow out my candles they will flicker up high.
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And as this is happening you'll know deep in your heart that Heaven and Earth aren't really that far apart!
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Thinking of you Marie and family and sending my love to you all x x x
For Charlie's family
Forget me not, for I am there
In the beat of your heart,
On the wing of your prayer.
Forgive me my parting and leaving you thus,
A joyous reunion is waiting for us!
Continue to strive toward your goal and be brave.
Know that my love did not stop at the grave.
My spirit is with you through good times and bad.
I share all the joys and the sorrows you have had.
Feel my presence within your next breath
And realize there is no distance in death.
Ask for my help and I will answer your call.
Reach for my hand when you stumble and fall.
Run the last mile with a smile on your face.
My arms will be waiting when you finish the race.
Always remember, my love is right there
In the beat of your heart,
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Happy Birthday Sweet Heart x x x
This Tribute Is For This Weekend
Candles Will Be Lit On Sunday Night As Usual
Everyone Have A Good Weekend
To My Dearest Family, Some Things I'd Like To Say.
But first of all, to let you know,
That I arrived okay.
I'm writing this from heaven.
Here I dwell with God above.
Here, there's no more tears of sadness;
Here is just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy
Just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I am with you every
Morning, Noon and Night.
That day I had to leave you
When my life on earth was through.
God picked me up and hugged me
And He said, "I welcome you.
It's good to have you back again,
You were missed while you were gone.
As for your dearest family,
They'll be here later on.
There's so much that we have to do,
To help our mortal man."
God gave me a list of things,
That he wished for me to do.
And foremost on the list,
Was to watch and care for you.
And when you lie in bed at night
The day's chores put to flight.
God and I are closest to you....
In the middle of the night.
When you think of my life on earth,
And all those loving years.
Because you are only human,
They are bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry:
It does relieve the pain.
Remember there would be no flowers,
Unless there was some rain.
I wish that I could tell you
All that God has planned.
If I were to tell you,
You wouldn't understand.
But one thing is for certain,
Though my life on earth is o'er.
I'm closer to you now,
Than I ever was before.
There are many rocky roads ahead of you
And many hills to climb;
But together we can do it
By taking one day at a time.
It was always my philosophy
And I'd like it for you too;
That as you give unto the world,
The world will give to you.
If you can help somebody
Who's in sorrow and pain;
Then you can say to God at night......
"My day was not in vain."
And now I am contented....
My life was worthwhile.
Knowing as I passed along the way
I made somebody smile.
So if you meet somebody
Who is sad and feeling low;
Just lend a hand to pick him up,
As on your way you go.
When you're walking down the street
And you've got Me on your mind;
I'm walking in your footsteps
Only half a step behind.
And when it's time for you to go....
From that body to be free.
Remember you're not going.....
You're coming here to Me.
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The moment that you died,
My heart split in two,
The one side filled with memories,
The other died with you.
I often lay awake at night,
When the world is fast asleep,
And take a walk down memory lane,
With tears upon my cheeks.
Remembering you is easy,
I do it every day,
But missing you is a heartache,
That never goes away.
I hold you tightly within my heart,
And there you will remain,
Life has gone on without you,
But it never will be the same.
For those who still have their LOVED ONES,
Treat them with tender care,
You will never know the emptiness,
As when you turn and they’re not there.
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
Happy Birthday for tomorrow x
Charlie, I have left your little gift here tonight and a card in your pictures for tomorrow in case I don't get time to come on as I have to go to hospital tomorrow...I hope you have a fab birthday lil man and I will keep you in my thoughts as too I will keep your precious mummy in my thoughts as she is very special to me...Send her some angel dust down tomorrow as she will miss you so much more tomorrow..she misses you every day but it is harder when it is a special day...the day you were born too soon...your mummy is very special to me Charlie, and she will always have a special place in my heart as too will you and your brothers...Have you seen how Aidan has grown and how beautiful Ky's hair is...and Con..well he is growing into a fine young man isn't he...
Have a fabulous party lil man and I send you all my love now and always
Julie x
10th JANUARY 2009
WHY?......
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On a cold and windy night
Angels took you away
Wrapped you up in cotten wool
And took you on your way
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They lay you on their wings
And flew you through the sky
Past the moon, past the sun
Way up the milky way high
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You was still sleeping
Not once did you awake
In the morning you were gone
It was a heartache to take
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Family asked why? why?
But they never got to know
And to this day they are confused
To why you had to go
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They will never get an answer
Till they meet again with you
Their heartache goes on
And all of them are blue
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They will struggle day to day
And cry lots of tears
But all they want is the truth
And not wait for many years.
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The gaudian Angels sent to all
to bear us up when we stumble and fall
Pray and hope and often you'll hear
the whisper of Angel wings hovering near*♥*
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GOODNIGHT SWEETHEART.X
This Tribute Is For This Weekend
Candles will be lit on Sunday.
My computer is running very slow at the moment
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God saw you getting tired
And a cure was not to be.
So he put his arms around you,
And whispered "Come to Me".
With tearful eyes we watched you,
We watched you fade away.
Although we loved you dearly,
We could not make you stay.
A golden heart stopped beating,
Hard working hands now rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us
He only takes the best.
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Life is but a stopping place,
A pause in what's to be,
A resting place along the road,
To sweet eternity.
We all have different journeys,
Different paths along the way,
We are all meant to learn some things,
But never meant to stay.
Our destination is a place,
Far greater than we know,
For some the journey's quicker,
For some the journey's slow.
But when the journey finally ends,
We'll claim a great reward,
And find an everlasting peace,
Together with the Lord.
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Little did we know that morning
God was going to call your name.
In life we loved you dearly,
In death we do the same.
It broke our hearts to lose you,
But you did not go alone.
For part of us went with you,
The day God called you home.
You left us peaceful memories,
Your love is still our guide.
And though we cannot see you,
You are always by our side.
Our family chain is broken
And nothing seems the same.
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
Its time to rest your eyes and go to sleep, you are one of the brightest stars up in the skys
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Loads of love now and always sweetheart xx
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